My Prince Charming

I wonder when can I get to meet my prince charming~~ I had dreamt about meeting my prince charming~~ I hope that I can have a romantic relationship~ Just like what i dreamt~~ Meeting him, fall in love due to understand and that chemical reaction, he would care for me, love me, hug me like I will be gone in any minutes, and lastly get marry and give birth~~ Problems do occur during the relationship but it helps us to understand each other better~ Unwillingly to be separated~~ Fuh~~ Dreams really can out of imagination~~ How long else can i wait?

crazy decision

Today's exam wasn't as hard as I thought so~~ And the tips are very ACCURATE!!
I went to Jitra today~~ Watch "Ice Kacang Puppy Love"~~ Nice movie~~ ^^. Tension being released during the movie~~ Hoho~
We have KFC as my dinner~~ the dinner was a disaster~~ We tried the new nasi briyani set~~ It taste bad~~ I dont like it at all~~
I saw my friend's post today morning~~ Asking anyone miss her cause she is going back~~ Quite a number of people comment on her post~~ Lots of people miss her~~ May be because she is cute and pretty~~ haha~~ Shame on me~~ Guess no one will miss me at all~~ Haih~~
I saw another post later at night~~ One of my friends celebrated her birthday~ I dont know when~~ But the post made me sad~ None of my Christian friends celebrate for me~ I know I shouldn't be greedy~~ But I'm really really sad~~ Because I feel that I'm no one among them~~ May be I'm not welcomed by them~ Sad story~~ No one will pity me~~ No one will care about my feeling~~ Who am I for them to care for?
Someone advised me to be more aggresive to care for somebody else~ We have to be initiative~~ Not being passive~~ If i does not get any from others~~ How do I spread or even care for others when i dont have any??? Sad~
Today I saw a notice on the notice board near cafe~ It states that a guy had stolen things from the shop~~ But caught by CCTV~~ I'm afraid that he is one of my friend~~ Cause the size and shape of the body look alike~~ I hope that it was not him~~ Pray~~ Haih~~ Sad thing~~
Sad things do happen everyday~~ Its the matter of how we handle it~~ I bet I failed to handle it well and properly~~ I could not control myself~

Its the final count down~~

Im on my way counting down for my journey to my home!!!
after today's paper... I will left only 2 exam papers to go~~ so excited!!!!
less than a week~~ I'LL BE HOME LESS THAN A WEEK!!! Like the past few semesters, I dont expect high CGPA for my final~~~ I just hope that I can maintain~~ Its enough for me~~ and today, while I'm studying and preparing for my exam paper... I fcan feel it~~ I can feel the power from God~~ Thank Him for being with me~~ That power is awesome!!!! Amen!!
Oh God, continue to help me and grant me wisdom and knowledge for the papers I'm going to sit for!!!! In Jesus name, Amen!!!
Gambatte kudasai!!!!!!

nothing is impossible~~

usually... we like to say nothing is impossible~~ i feel that people who say this quotation have the intension of cheating ownself~~~ though...... sometimes it really works~~ haha~~
it has been 2 days after my birthday~~ I'm quite sad~~ especially one day before and on that day~~ why?? haha~~
i have join them to celebrate 2 friends' birthday just few days before my birthday~~ like usual~~ i expect that they will either celebrate my birthday one day earlier or on that specific day~~I was disappointed... nothing happen~~ not a single birthday celebration until this moment~~
I kept telling myself they are busying with their exam~~ that's why they did not celebrate for you~~ dont be sad~~ there are around 100 persons wished you happy birthday in facebook~~ why care for the minority while majority greet you??
haha~~ yeah~~ why do i need to care for those who dont care for me?? why do i need to be sad just because of them?? do they worth it?? God knows~~
Nothing is impossible~~ may be they just want to give me surprise?? haha~~ lying to myself again~~ once and once and once again~~ may be i dont worth being celebrated by them~~ moreover, I'm not a celebrity, not anyone important to them~~ may be i really dont worth it~~ haha~~
then, I was thinking~~ if that is so~~ why do i need to celebrate for the others while they dont celebrate mine?? I laugh at myself~~ for being foolish~~ the reason i celebrate their birthday carry other meaning~~ i hope that they will celebrate for me in return~~ what an idiot~~ they have no responsibility to celebrate for me~~ and they did not force me to celebrate for them~~ so..... why do i care so much~~
this is what i told myself: I'm not going to celebrate any of their birthday anymore~~ unless i wanted to~~ lolx~~ so materialistic~~ i couldnt help it~~ i really like to have party with friends~~ but they hurt me too much!! my birthday~~ i wont let it through meaningless~~ its only once a year~~ i will satisfy and celebrate myself~~ eventhough alone~~ i wont~~ i wont waste my time waiting anymore~~
nothing is impossible??? haha!!!
i guess it should be
NOTHING IS POSSIBLE for me~~

we wish you a happy birthday~~

today~~ is the day~~ we are celebrating SH's birthday~~ they bought KFC and Pizza hut~~
At first, I wonder why they did not bring down the food together with the cake~~ May be they dont want SH to notice that~~
The cake was chocolate banana~~ FULL of chocolate!!!! Somemore~~~~ they poke in something else~~~ Our pictures~~~ =.=''' Really sweat~~haha~~~ but creative neh~~ ^o^
SH really surprised~~ and she was touch by the movie made by HP~~ thanks to HP~~ ^^
After finish singing, eating, SS and LY went out~~ i thought they just went back for something else~~
Then, I saw them acting stealthily~~ nothing gets into my mind that time~~ then, i went to toilet washing my hands~~ at that moment, I laughed~~ why?? yeah~~~ i guess they are bringing another cake~~~ to celebrate my birthday~~
happy neh~~~
though i might not be the main purpose for them to celebrate~~ I still wanna thank them for celebrating my birthday~~ ^^
thanks for the cake and food oh~~

let's celebrate~~

my friend told me few days earlier that we are going to celebrate SH's birthday~~ my heart was up and down~~ she's final semester~~ so, I agreed to celebrate for her~~ I dont expect that they will celebrate for me~~ I do feel annoyed for a while~~ my birthday is just around the corner and they plan to celebrate for SH whose birthday falls on May~~ haha~~ then i realize~~ may be i should be more aggresive in joining them~~ i guess no one likes me~~ due to my appearancce and attitude~~ who knows??

anyway... i really want to celebrate SH's birthday~~ she helps me alot and i know i have no chance to celebrate for her anymore~~ since she's leaving for practical~~ hope that she will enjoy her birthday celebration and remember us though she's leaving~~ ^^

Gambatte kudasai!!!!!

and good luck too~~